My Life is not Mine
Without shaking the ground and then trying to fix it is just normalizing the patterns we live in and day out. To let the ground shake, meaning, to experience the shakes, the turbulence, and the cracking of the floors. Feeling like you will fall and now looking for something to hold to. (Trying to find something or someone to save you) instead the floor, the turbulence and cracking unstable ground, maybe something you already knew that would happen in this journey you call yourselves to be in.
What if this cracking was your beliefs? What if the unstableness you feel is the lack of trust? What if the turbulence you feel is just letting ego lead your decisions. All of this becomes your reality? Of course, you set it up! Then you have a friend, all of a sudden, appears out of no where, sharing about — your awakening in a dream he or she had. Then you have a stranger to had a fight with and say the deepest, awakening truth about what you have been hiding from yourself? What if then you realize you have fallen through the cracks, and actually landed in peace. The cracks on the floor needed to be experienced, so you know what peace is. What if all you are viewing, investigating about you, the inquiry about you, and awe of life you realize that potential —is actually experiencing the turbulence, the shakiness of that floor, and cracking of this ground are all a metaphor for your beliefs? Those beliefs are now sharing all what you needed to trust. You as love itself, the God in form in Creation that you are.
The light that you possess is now even more recognized and realized. And now you are more awakened through the gestures of the tumultuous experiences you thought you were a victim to as many says, “you are not good enough”. Through the conditions of society and cultural impositions that most are still fighting to be right at that state of awareness.
So, how about never argue with the disguise we think it’s wrong. And thank it instead. Thank you ego for the love I know you tried to protect me. Thank you shame for that I know my heart was only beaming to love more, not self-hate. Thank you for the guidance self-hatred how allowing me to sit with you and realize this love is not about me. But to co-create with many as this love itself. My life is not mine. As I am carried by life in this formality and invitation to see I am not who I think I am. I am the infinite Source that carries remnants of this disguises - from fear to shame. That the clothes I wear are actually just an illusion to dance with until I realize, “I am the dance and leads in every possibilities and how fruitful the Universe saying YES to me in every step. How divine creation works so well for me! I am no longer in doubt of my own fruitful endeavor. I am love and God as One”—You in this creation living as your name.
And so, it is.
